It's been quite a while now. A lot to write about... will skip most of it though, as I know you couldn't care less
I've been living and studying in London for almost a year now, and as one of too many in the ranks, I'm starting to hate it with a passion. I'm too homely I guess...
I still wake up thinking I'm home sometimes with small familiar noises, those conforting moments before falling into reality ... and then a sudden conformed disappointment (nice day starter uh?).
In a city that drives you to lose yourself and dilute among the crowd, I came to find bits and pieces of a shattered self that I never knew was broken. "Nothing returns unchanged from the forge" - and I am no exception.
I've learned a lot, met people the likes of which I had never met before and made life long friends of them.
A portuguese family (friends of friends of friends) took me in when I needed the most, as if I was part of their family, they always have been kind and behond helpfull as I was still getting my act together. You really wouldn't believe how much they gave me, a mere stranger, never asking anything in return, I for one I still have difficulty believing. This makes me proud to be of the same origin as them and I'll always look up to these people. I'm truly indebted for life. Just whish I could visit them more often and offer more in return.
It has been a dificult year, and a daily test to everything I ever believed to be. I'm coming home soon though, don't know for how long as most of my life is still heavilly blured.
To all my friends who endeared and endured beyond the borders... thank you so much!
To all those that forgot about me, you can go to hell... but I still love you all and hope to see you soon.
To all the ones I've forgotten... you were never forgotten, now stop being silly
All in all, I'm truly blessed and have but one regret in this journey... which I'll be keeping to myself.











e não costumava sair muito de casa, por isso é natural.
mas vives na mesura, então?
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It seems what's left of my human side is slowly changing in me
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"You try so hard to be someone, that you forget who you are."
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It seems what's left of my human side is slowly changing in me
How are you?
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até breve
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"You try so hard to be someone, that you forget who you are."
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sOulmate dry your eye,
'cause sOulmates never die...
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"You try so hard to be someone, that you forget who you are."
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